Lost Love

You never know

sometimes

i can't understand my own feelings

sometimes

i miss you so much

so much

that i wouldn't be able to think of anything else

it's not rare that the tears flow on its own

when darkness fell

when everybody else falls asleep

i awoken in tears

i had a dream where i finally see you

it was such a happiness

that i would wish to never wake up

but then i can't ever reach you

you're now only remain inside my heart,

inside my dreams

then i realize that i'm still all alone

waiting for you endlessly

unknowing where you are

i tried to forget you

but the more i try

the harder it is to forget

i tried to keep moving on

but unconsciously

i created a barrier in my heart

and i couldn't let anyone else enter

maybe i love you too much

you, my most precious

you're gone

there's a pain in my heart

but it is the proof that you really were exist

my lost love